Well to be honest I'm feeling a little over whelmed! But nothing that I know I can't handle with God in the lead. In some ways I feel like this is my first child again, Im excited all over again. Its been my hearts desire to have another child for the last year, but Gods timing is best even when I try to plan it all out myself. But as quickly as finding out we are expecting our next blessing, my hormones kicked in and Im flooded with feelings of needing to get many things done before he/she comes. One big project is homeschooling! I have been praying, learning, researching, and preparing for this new adventure that will forever change our lives for along time and it appear we will be having our lives changed in two ways come August. Very Exciting! But the best way I can describe how I feel right now is over whelmed in good way I think. These feeling are forcing me to lean on my Lord and Saviour and trust HIM, that we will be provided for and taken care of through this all. We have such wonderful family all around near and far, that love and support us and it makes me extremely greatful and blessed.
While the cares of the world can sometimes over take me and we can almost get into to much of a routine, and forget our focus, right now in my life I feel that I am doing what God wants me to be doing, being a Godly wife and mother and raising my children to walk with the Lord, know that Jesus loves them so much, and trying to be set apart from the world, so that we might be a light in the darkness.
Feeling sick lately has been a little difficult, I haven't been motivated to do much except just through the day taking care of all my kiddos and trying to not fall to behind in house work. The girls and Chris haven't been getting to many cooked suppers, being that everything just about makes me nauseous. Im praying that the feeling of sick will pass with the 1st trimester and I'll be back to myself and ready to get started on all my winter/spring projects! I'll keep ya' posted!
